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    August 30

    It's amazing.

    It‘s amazing

    A nice song.  I like it.

    do it now , you know who you are
    your feeling in your heart and your burden
    and mission is first way
    won't get it on your place
    you gonna have to work for it harder and harder and i know cause i 've been there before
    knocking on the door with rejection(rejection)
    and you will see cause if it's mean to be
    nothing can compare to deserving your dreams
    it's amazing , it's amazing and that you can do
    it's amazing makes my heart sink
    now we can turn to you
    patience now
    for strictions in his head
    and people who don't care while
    it is gonna get you done
    and you'll fall you'll hear the walk
    but you get back on your feet and know it's stronger and smarter
    and time know cause i've been there before
    knocking down the door won't take no for an answer
    nothing can campare to deserving your dream
    it's amazing , it's amazing all that you can do
    it's amazing makes my heart sink now it turns to you

    July 02

    Now

    我坐在椅子上
    看窗外暴雨倾盆,电闪雷鸣
    打湿了脸庞,浸湿了衣袖,还有吹拂的,阵阵凉风

    我想象自己就是那落下的雨滴
    我想象自己就是那划过的光亮
    可以咆哮着驰骋在这个城市的上空

    我想象自己在雨中狂奔舞蹈
    我想象自己在风中坠落飞翔
    可以自由自在挥洒
    不知是汗水还是泪

    在这残破的天空之上
    太阳是不是依然照耀

    在这腐化的大地之上
    新芽是不是依旧萌发

    那个没有开始的故事
    到了最后还是死去了
    浇灭了我的任性
    吃掉了我的贪婪

    没有可以永远的故事
    一切似乎走到了尽头
    兴许我醒来发现
    这是我的一个梦

    是不是噩梦
    有没有哭泣
    还是有大笑

    带不走的留不下的
    我全都交付
    我全都偿还

    原谅我第一次决定先离开
    这一次自己飞走
    我在寻找一个怀抱
    不计代价地保护我
    将我温柔地疼惜
    让我安静地继续
    我的睡眠

    等待再一次被唤醒
    不再让我坠落
    不再让我失去
    不再让我狂躁
    不再让我孤独

    大口品尝着蓝莓香草
    冰凉地滑过我的身体
    弄疼了喉咙灼烧了胃
    甜蜜蜜的冰激淋啊
    解救了闷热的心情

    夜里的月亮星星啊
    照耀着安息的时光
    你是我小心翼翼
    玻璃般脆弱的梦
    而我还是爱着你

    疲倦地享受
    不停地流浪
    任谁无法靠近
    说不清的孤傲
    只是在等待罢了

    即便这个世界混沌了
    我依然疯狂地爱上了

    即便这个世界崩溃了
    那么让我一同毁灭

    把一切埋葬

    June 16

    Once again

    偶遇偶遇偶遇...
    虽然也有故意的成分
    但...谁知道呢
    真可惜
    ...意识流...
    June 01

    可怜的食指,肿得像胡萝卜一样,恶毒的蚊子!
    那么愉快的节日,竟然让我如此恼!
    也许是因为今天坐在某人前面,有点忍不住笑了,乐极生悲...
    May 13

    LIE TO ME

      有时间想看看这部美剧,自从The legend of 1900,感觉过了好几个世纪了。
     
      Every one lies.
         He can always tell the truth.
     
    Lie to me-Brand new day-Ryan Star
    这首歌不错,有一种蛊惑。
     
    同时,总算解开了一团结
    -GOOD-
    May 02

    Well, much better.

    ~看了好看的漫画,听了好听的歌,雨后的小歇~
     
    ——出云传奇——
    “就算一点也好,我想与世俗中的人有交集。我喜欢这个有他们的世界。一个人,是无法活下去的。”
    天空尽头,八云飞翔
     
    ——Joanna Wang——
    I love you
    say we're together baby
    you and me

    Let's start from here, lose the past
    change our minds, we don't need a finish line
    let's take this chance don’t think too deep
    of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
    I don't care where we go
    Let's start from here

    You say it,
    It feels wonderful
    My smile can show
    I'm lost in paradise
    April 26

    愉快的周末,愉快的人儿。

      上个周末,不合时宜却也别有一番味道的风雨,在我们游历的周庄,那些摩肩接踵的巷子,漂亮的绣花鞋,飘香的蹄膀肉里,洗净尘埃
      这个周末,看了一部电影,坐一整天的图书馆,睡了一天的美人觉,又是一部电影,些许慵懒但是美好,当然这不是全部,许多许多
      All the things seem beautifully. They are bathing under the sun, coated with the most amazing colorful clothes.
         Hello, stranger. Who could know I would feel pretty much sad some day and cry, I guess no.
         It is not the end of the story.
     
    Title: The Blower's Daughter
    Artist: Damien Rice
     
    And so it is
    Just like you said it would be
    Life goes easy on me
    Most of the time
    And so it is
    The shorter story
    No love, no glory
    No hero in her sky
    I can't take my eyes off you
    I can't take my eyes off you
    I can't take my eyes...
     
    And so it is
    Just like you said it should be
    We'll both forget the breeze
    Most of the time

    And so it is
    The colder water
    The blower's daughter
    The pupil in denial
    I can't take my eyes off you
    I can't take my eyes off you
    I can't take my eyes...
    Did I say that I loathe you?
    Did I say that I want to
    Leave it all behind?
    I can't take my mind off you
    I can't take my mind off you
    I can't take my mind...
    My mind...my mind...
    'Til I find somebody new
     
      午夜巴塞罗那&偷心 
      So What Is Love?
    April 06

    我会一直爱你,许多年许多年

    我会一直爱你,许多年许多年。
    到我遗忘你时,我依然爱你,直至余生的每一天每一天。
    像呼吸一样不被察觉地爱你。如果你相信。
    我在想象失去你之后的旷远岁月,在我失去你之前。
    这一刻起你永不衰老。任你于世界中跌倒,遍惹伤痕。
    到你光芒湮灭的那天,到你双足疲累,到所有梦想一一死亡,到你陷入平淡与卑微。
    你依然是我的,永远是我的...    
    这许诺必定成真,我已看见生命中最好的一刻随着烟花绽放,在你头顶的天空,刚才。你于是得以永恒。
    永远属于我的,永远属于我的...
     
       Dear  Leii
    也是想要告诉你的话,我们每个人都可以幸福的
    我会一直在这里。
     
    把这段文字翻箱倒柜地找出来了[转载自艾菲儿笔下]
    真的非常感谢
    简单却又深刻,压得有些喘不过气来,却又甜蜜得溺死人
    不是所有人都理解,但是却是我认定了的事情
    无论过了多少年
    你还是你,不曾改变
     
    亲爱的,你收到了吗
    一切都会好的
    April 04

    Come FLY with me

    Fly----Hilary Duff
    in a moment, everything can change
    feel the wind on your shoulder
    for a minute, all the world can wait
    let go of your yesterday

    can you hear it calling?
    can you feel it in your soul?
    can you trust this longing
    and take control?

    fly
    open up the part of you that wants to hide away
    you can shine
    forget about the reasons why you can't in life
    and start to try
    cause it's your time
    time to fly

    all your worries, leave them somewhere else
    find a dream you can follow
    reach for something, when there's nothing left
    and the world's feeling hollow
    ......
    in a moment, everything can change
     
    雨落个不停,洗去了尘埃
    落下的花瓣,泥泞的小道
    清冽的空气,阴沉的天际
    乘着风而远去的歌声
    Come FLY with me
     
    March 22

    Obsessed

    I own an album, entitled Variations part |&|| from Maksim. He is a true piano player and a handsome man.
    And the third piece is this one named Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence. At the very beginning, I do not care much about its name.
    For me, sometimes wonderful pieces of music are anonymous ones until by chance, I come across them again.
    Yes, again. Today, I just click my mouse and meet you agian, Mr. Lawrence.
    I have not yet watched this movie. Maybe later I will take time to watch a lot.
    Oh, melody is so beautiful and tranquil. Yet, beyond the surface, it is containing a kind of constrained feeling or passion.
    I am fond of some, I think, the greatest musicians of our times not in the past or history.
    Today I knew another one Sakamoto Ryūichi(坂本龙一,第一次是在王菲的你不是假的?里听到), who is the orgin writer of this wonderful piece.
    I am just obsessed with such melody.
     
    Now the media player is running the one from Hikaru Utada(宇多田光). A cool audition.
     
    Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence - FYI/メリークリスマス・ミスター・ローレンス - FYI
    I gave you my heart-
    hold on let me sign it
    "your senorita a.k.a your best friend"

    Hereby let it be known
    love like never before
    I'm always at your service
    You just hafta holla at me

    NYC, NYC (What, what)
    Toyko, Tokyo (what, what)
    Turn it off in the streets to the highest, to the highest, high

    MP3, MP3 (yeh, yes)
    Work it out, Work it out (hust-la)
    Call my name (all night loong-ng)

    You know why
    I'm going to be yours tonight
    We're gonna Ooo-yah-haha

    FYI we're gonna be up all night
    I'll see you later,
    call me, you know my number

    I get to the part
    I'm chillin' and flossin'
    It's 7'oclock, I issue the warning

    That's right im still in the show
    Damn right, letting him know
    we're sippin' Chardonnay
    from 2pm on our game day

    ching-a-ling, ching-a-ling (what, what)
    ching-a-ling, ching-a-ling (what, what)

    take me down to the fields
    where the grass is, where the grass is- mine

    MP3, MP3 (yeh, yes)
    Work it out, Work it out (hust-la)
    Call my name (all night loong-ng)

    You know why
    I'm going to be yours tonight
    We're gonna Ooo-yah-haha

    FYI we're gonna be up all night
    I'll see you later,
    call me, you know my number

    If I don't need to free (no dire)
    no i dont want to free (no dire)
    if you want a piece of this stuff
    got to give, got to give some-thing

    You know why
    I'm going to be yours tonight
    We're gonna Ooo-yah-haha

    FYI we're gonna be up all night
    I'll see you later,
    call me, you know my number x2
    March 15

    春色三分,二分尘土,一分流水。

    尔等所见,今日春色,十分阳光,万分晴朗
    第一次在学校里晒被子(基于阳台位于西北角,汗|||,常年——酷暑严寒)
    即便如此,我还是感到暖烘烘的,嗅到香喷喷的,我那披着蓝色绒布的被子
     
    A kiss is still a kiss,a sigh is just a sigh.
    “一切就好像回到的几年前...”
    不,不一样,你长大了,虽然由此担当了更多
    我说不好,但是我知道你了解
    I am with you, here and there, always, dear.
    January 13

    无题

    MISSY HIGGINS
    "Where I Stood"

    I don't know what I've done
    Or if I like what I've begun
    But something told me to run
    And honey you know me it's all or none

    There were sounds in my head
    LIttle voices whispering
    That I should go and this should end
    Oh and I found myself listening

    'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
    All I know is that I should
    And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
    All I know is that I should
    'Cos she will love you more than I could
    She who dares to stand where I stood

    See I thought love was black and white
    That it was wrong or it was right
    But you ain't leaving without a fight
    And I think I am just as torn inside

    'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
    All I know is that I should
    And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
    All I know is that I should
    'Cos she will love you more than I could
    She who dares to stand where I stood

    And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
    You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
    But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
    This is what I have to do

    'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
    All I know is that I should
    And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
    All I know is that I should
    'Cos she will love you more than I could
    She who dares to stand where I stood
    Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood
     
    TT你一向果决,这一次是真的伤到你了。
    希望一切都会转好,看见你决堤的泪水,我们都很难过。
    随便说说,自己的事,决定了,与旁人无干。
    December 13

    Katie melua - I cried for you

    Katie melua - I cried for you
     
    you're beautiful so silently
    it lies beneath a shade of blue
    it struck me so violently
    when i looked at you
    but others pass, the never pause
    to feel that magic in your hand
    to me you're like a wild rose
    they never understand why
     
    i cried for you
    when the sky cried for you
    and when you went
    i became a hopeless drifter
    but this life was not for you
    though i learned from you
    that beauty need only be a whisper
    i'll cross the sea for a different world
    with your treasure, a secret for me to hold
    in many years they may forget
    this love of ours or that we met
    they may not know
    how much you meant to me
     
    without you now i see
    how fragile the world can be
    and i know you've gone away
    but in my heart you'll always stay
     
    i cried for you
    and the sky cried for you
    and when you went
    i became a hopeless drifter
    but this life was not for you
    though i learned from you
    that beauty need only be a whisper
    that beauty need only be a whisper
     
    END
    喜欢这首歌,被深深打动
    END
    December 09

    随便说说

    难道遭受黑客攻击,为什么诺顿总提醒我有一个攻击,貌似像个地址,一分钟内数次,最后,我拔掉网线。。。
    Caroline,我只是觉得可惜,那么久了,会这般结束吗?好吧,我还是管好我自己,大概就够了。你的意见我收到了。呵呵~
    还真是一篇无厘头的日志,那加一句有营养的:期末考试一个一个新鲜出炉。。。再次感叹,时间啊,从开学,嗖的一下(堪比超导)就期末了。
    December 07

    No subject

          I just dreamed a little dream of you. Yet, I didn't catch who was there, but for sure, I guess, it's you. Is that you, waiting for me, there?
          Oh, maybe, just maybe. I'm content, while you exist in my dream, already. Darling, it's so true though it's my illusion never gonna happen.
          I know it and I'm awake.
          啊哈,随便写写,胡诌胡侃,周末里每天补觉,睡个十来钟头,结果可想,美梦连篇...晕啊晕
          好了,又是一周,日子过得忒快了,呵呵。
          Hope we have brillant days everyday. I mean not to rain whatever or it could be bleak and unpleasant...Anyway I love rain, but only in the right time, I guess. What I'm talking about...It's nothing......nothing......
         And I'd better dream if I have to struggle.
    December 03

    MSN更新...

    live界面更新了
    一下子还不太适应了呢
    用用就惯了,呵呵
    December 02

    爱的意义Between凯瑟琳·赫本&斯宾塞·屈赛

    今天在游历[NN.的東海龍宮]时读到这段非查美好的语段,感叹他们之间存在着的神奇的默契和难以割舍的依赖,Katharine Hepburn真是任性可爱的女人,但是她自始至终对Spencer Tracy的爱却从来没有任性过,也从来没有后悔过,虽然这真的是一段非常传奇的爱情。

    Katharine Hepburn——

    「对我来说,似乎是我终于发现『我爱你』三个字的真正含意。由于我爱你,我把你的兴趣,你的安适,你的快乐,放在我自己的兴趣前面,放在我自己的安适,我自己的快乐前面。」

    「爱真正的含意是倾其所有,全部的献身,一种从头到尾的包容,你好的部分和你坏的部分。──我很清楚知道,一定要把你坏的部分包括进去。
    我爱斯宾塞·屈赛,他和他的兴趣,他的需要永远占第一位。
    他不喜欢这个,不喜欢那个,我把这个那个全部改掉,或者全部换去,而那些事,那些东西很可能是我私下很珍惜的,但是,不要紧,我全部可以改掉或换去。
    食物,我们吃他爱吃的。
    我们做他爱做的事,我们过他喜欢过的生活。
    这样使我十分快乐,想到能够讨他欢心就令我高兴。」

    「人们问我斯宾塞·屈赛究竟有什么本事,让我愿意留在他身边将近三十年。这问题是我无法回答的。我实在是不知道。我只能说我永远无法离开他。他在的一天,我是他的,我要他快乐,平安,舒适。我喜欢伺候他,听他说话,替他调理食物,对他说话,替他做事,为他担忧,唠叨他。我感到他不喜欢我性格上什么地方,我会尽量去改。我自认是长处的地方。只要他感到厌烦,我就尽全力把它给抛弃,给压抑住,不再保留在我身上。
    是怎么一回事呢?

    我只是全心地,全心地,全心地对待他。」

    因为我爱你,所以我愿意全身心地,无私地爱着你,不索取,不后悔。